I don't need magic. I need TRICKS.

yesterday, besfren went here to upload some pictures. and tinuruan nya rn ko sa biochem.. we talked bout some things.. haha. ung mga nakakatawa and mejo pinagusapan ren nmen ung mga tao sa school. la lang. =) i like talking to my best friend. =)

anyway, im doing my hw in computer. MY homework. mr forteza gave me a homework! >=( na-astigan ata c sir forteza sa visualizations ng media player. haha. he called me and he said "gawin mo yan ah." and i was like,, "ano naman yan?? seryoso?" haha. why me?? haha. mr forteza also gave michelle and steph homeworks. and oh yeah, anong reason? sbi nya, mukha raw kming interesado sa VB. oh yeah. haha.

we're going to marikina tomorrow!! yes. no classes. =) ay. wlang PE. =( hmp. oh. makikita nmen c TJ tomorrow! im soo excited.

czari gave me a letter. it was soo cute. =)

boom.

feb32005 - 3rd IT CON

weehee. preho kmeng late ni besfren. kla ko nga andun na xa sa mrkna nun eh. tas nagsabay nlng kme sa jeep. =) haha. tas andaming rooseveltians! grabe. nung umaga mejo boring xa. tas nagustuhan ko lang ung SYKES, si TJ chaka ung tumapos ng Mario in 11mins. kpag sobrang bored na, nagpipicture-picture na lang kme ni besfren. hehe. tas ung si TJ na whoohooo!! shet ang gwapo! xa ang pinakagwapong NILALANG sa mundong ibabaw. shet tlga. tas prang "sayang naman to, pinaghirapan ko para sa inyo" *kilig* ndi xe xa makapagsalita sa sobrang ingay dhl tili ng tili ung mga tao. hehe. tas nagpapicture kme. tas aun. pnta sa skul tambay onte, nag-flames. hehe. hahaha! shet anu ba to. tas natulog na ko.

oh. and yeah, ung sa WOWOWEE, nakakaawa cla. ewan ko ba. sobrang hirap na ng mga pinoy. desperado na sa pera. kng totoo nga ung may sumigaw na bomba whatever, grabe, lagot ka kay Lord. andaming namatay! lagoot. kng wala naman at nagkagulo lang cla,, eh ewan. sa mga naninisi kay willie, grabe naman. ang kitid db? wla nman xang kasalanan.

1pm - i went to school. may silaw workshop ek ek. haha. final exam nmen sa pinoy. nung una, si Christ ako tas naging albularyo. haha. ang kulet. kmukha ko raw xe si Christ. eh nung midsummer pa un eh! haha!

330pm - went to cherry foodarama. wla lang haha. paguwe pinayagan ako ni kuya idrive ung car. haha. ansaya.

430pm - pnta kme sa sta lu. wee. haha. nagpafacial. wala lang. tas shopping. then kmaen. tas uwe. anuba ko. walang kwentang magpost.

gusto ko na magkarate ulet. I MISS KARATE SO MUCH. huhuhu. sobrang busy kc sa school. i want to be like mam gege someday. (hey nga pla, ksli sya sa PBB ngaun, please support her). pro ngaun.. i want to be like my classmates. like miggy and john. their dad's really cool. he really supports them! every tournament andun xa. john has lots of activities. KUMON, yeah i know this, nagKumon ako dati pro i stopped kc nakakainis xa minsan, guitar lessons, karate. i mean, he really has a hectic sched! si miggy naman, sobrang galing sa karate. ang galing na bata. mraming marrating to.

ako? ewan. ampanget naman kng hihiling ka or whatever pro i want my parents to be there pag nagttrain ako, just like my classmates. aliza's always with her tita, rachelle's with her dad, lia's with her bro, kiana's with her dad... tss. that's kinda sad. i feel so alone. mom's there but not always. daddy's too busy to watch me. gosh. what am i talking about?! ewan. ewan tlaga. tss. I JUST WANT THEM TO BE THERE. ayoko lang ung laging "anong balita?" after ng tournament. sometimes, i just feel too tired to go to footworx. ndi dhl sa pagod, kulang ln sa emotional support *ooh yeah, anong nangyayare sken?!*.. shet. i would give up EVERYTHING as in EVERYTHING makasama lng cla twing nagkakarate ako.

2 reasons kng bat ndi ako nagkakarate ngaun? una, sobrang busy sa school, idagdag mo pa ang SILAW workshop na sasagasa sa karate ko at pangalawa, un nga, nakakatamad dahil aun. haha. anlabo.

anyway, prang gsto ko na mging photographer. ang weird no? ewan. prang sobrang cool. eh basta. prang ayoko na maging atleta. gusto ko na maging photographer!!

talaga nga naman c God oh. ang galing..

 PHYSICS - i hate this subject!! grabe. 76 lang ako sa card?! migosh. biased xe un. ang ayos naman ng pakikitungo ko sa kanya ah? ano bang problema nya at ung mga grabeng bagsak sa exam (alm kong bagsak ako pero may OA ung kabagsakan) nakaline of 8 pa. badtrip db? at nasan ang credits pra sa physics project at participation sa fiz-iks exhibit nyang ndi nya sinipot ng dalawang araw? napakalaking kalokohan nga naman talaga. ineexpect ko tlgang line of 8 na ko ngaun eh. tas ung experiments ko antataas, may perfect pa kong problem set tapos 76 ako sa card?! KALOKOHAN. at pra sa mga feeling.. hmp. ewan. magfeeling ka lang ng magfeeling.. ndi mo lang alam (o baka binubulag mo lang sarili mo) na halos buong klase naiirita sayo kanina. alam mo ung 'madedeflate?' ikaw yon.

JS PROM - oh yeah. galing ako sa church. nakausap ko c ate cookie bout sa prom. (MIGOSH ATE COOKIE SUPER SALAMAT) and sbi ko hanap nya ko ng date. actually, c ron na tlga gusto kong date  tas sbi nya "c ron gusto mo tanungin ko?" tas prang ako.. OMG!! di nga?! tas aun, after choir practice, in-ask nya, kaasar nga andun den ako kya bgla na lang akong lumabas pra ndi obvious. pagsilip ko sa loob, oo nga kausap nga xa ni ate cookie kaso naman andaming nakikinig prang wlang bukas. badtrip. tas akala ko tomorrow ko pa malalaman kng ano na nangyare tas sumakay na ko sa car biglang tinawag ako ni ate cookie tas sbi nya "ok daw!" WHOOOHOOO!! oh yeh. hehe.

wehyuhoo. galing akong school. ansaya ng workshop. ndi ako late!! =) saya. hehe.

(prayer) magaling. masaya. ansarap makipagusap kay God.

(mirror -pair-) aba.. cno pa nga bang partner ko? xmpre c besfren. andaming ek ek ung ginawa namen.. hehe. nood tv, kaen isaw, talon-talon, higa, BASKETBALL.. bsta ansaya.

(mirror -group-) masaya ren pro mas masaya kng dalawa lang kayo. hehe. =)

(blindfolded acting) napalitan ung role ko. una, ako c Christ. tas naging albularyo. tas ngaun, ako na ung kalikasan.

(blindfolded acting -solo-) buti na lang lumabas si besfren. haha. pagtatawanan lng ako nun eh! haha! uy joke lang ah. aus naman. khet nahihiya ako nung una, okay naman daw ung ginawa ko sbi ni ariadne.

(memorization) musta naman ang pagkakamali? haha! bwiset na hong kong yan. haha! ang kulet. ako c lady langka. hehe.

(scenes -paint the picture-) groupmates: jeng, ina, ingrid, michan. 1 lang score nmen. hehe. pro masaya tlga tong activity na to.

(banana, papaya, mongo) groupmates: michelle and abi. biglang... enk! magiiba pla ng groupmates. bsta kming tatlo, tawa to the nth power lang. hehe.

(imagine..) meron *toot* sa plastic, isang *toot* sa carton, isang napakakyut na baby at makeup kit. ayos. kadiri talaga ung una and kng titignan mo ang seniors kanina, mapagkakamalan mo kaming baliw. hehe. grabe tlga ung toot sa plastic, lhat kme ayaw hawakan ung "plastic" hehe.

haay. day 1 plang un. nakakapagod pero sobrang saya. salamat kay Lord. dininig nya ang aming prayers. =) praise the Lord.

sometimes it's wrong to walk away, though you think it's over knowing there's so much more to say suddenly the moment's gone and all your dreams are upside down and you just wanna to change the way the world goes round tell me... have you ever loved and lost somebody wished there was a chance to say i'm sorry? can't you see, that's the way i feel about you and me baby have you ever felt your heart was breaking looking down the road you should be taking? i should know, 'cos i loved and lost the day i let yougo can't help but think that this is wrong, we should be together back in your arms where i belong now i finally realized it was forever that i found i'd give it all to change the way the world goes round tell me... have you ever loved and lost somebody wished there was a chance to say i'm sorry? can't you see, that's the way i feel about you and me baby have you ever felt your heart was breaking looking down the road you should be taking? i should know, 'cos i loved and lost the day i let you go i really wanna hear you say that you know just how it feels to have it all and let it slip away, can't you see even i knowthe moment's gone i'm still holding on somehow wishing i could change the way the world goes round tell me... have you ever loved and lost somebody wished there was a chance to say i'm sorry? can't you see, that's the way i feel about you and me baby have you ever felt your heart was breaking looking down the road you should be taking? i should know, 'cos i loved and lost the day i let... yes i loved and lost the day i let... yes i loved and lost the day i let you go

nag-away kme ni besfren. pero we're okay now. =) i love you besfren!

OFFICE CALL. again?! what did i do now? better not waste my time you shit face.

People always see the bad side of the world. War, hatred, revenge, greed. We see people fighting, killing each other on tv. We see that the world we live in is full of hatred and not love. But think again. When the planes hit the Twin Towers, none of the phone calls from people on board were messages of hate or revenge, they were all messages of love. Go to the arrivals gate of an airport. Don't you feel their joy of being with their families and friends after being away from them? Hugs and kisses and laughter everywhere. It is not particularly dignified or newsworthy but love is always there. Love is everywhere. At home, schools, parks, hospitals... name it. War? War is not always there. There is a time for war and a time for peace. Both times for war and peace end. But for love? There is no end. It brings joy and happiness to the world. General opinion makes out that we live in a world of hatred and greed. I dont see that. Seems to me that love is everywhere. It is everywhere that unlike wars, it does not need to be newsworthy. Love actually is all around.

onli in sci high:

a-cubed. naoffice call. naupo sa upuan. nagsasalita ang guidance couselor. tulog ako.

sheesh. i should not have wasted my time. tss. buti pang sa classroom ako natulog.

umitim ako dhl sa paglalaro knina. =(