I don't need magic. I need TRICKS.

Saturday:

10:00 - 1:00 = karate

1:00 - (maybe) 4:30 = i dont know if i'm gonna go swimming with the team or buy a birthday present for marie and also a dress to wear later

5:30 - 6:30 = dress up

7:00 - up to midnight or so = marie's birthday party at eastwood

Sunday:

5:00-7:00 = Mass

7:00 - 7:30 = prepare everything i need for the tournament

7:31 = (haha saktong-sakto? as if. haha!) go to uni with kuya

maybe at 8:15 - 8:something = bow bow bow

whole day = tournament

so.. i'm gonna attend my karate classes later. i don't know what to do after the classes yet, either i go swimming or buy whatevers. then i'm gonna go party party party till midnight? i don't know. maybe i'll arrive here at home at like 1 am, sleep a little and wake up at 5 kasi i'm going to go to church. then go to uni. argh shet i have to review pa pala, we have a math quiz on monday. nakatulog kasi ako nung nagdidiscuss siya eh. badtrip. kaantok eh! okay. maliligo na ako.

"Seriously, I don't do faking. If I don't like you, I won't initiate a conversation with you. And in case you talk to me, you'd still get the respect every human being deserves. If you don't like me, to hell and back, I don't care. I won't spend my platinum time on you."

-abigail posadas

hey besfren. same here! hahaha. thanks sa pag-allow sakin nakawin to.

i had a dream. i was with alden! hahaha! naman. bat ganon? hahaha.

today is a new day! mukhang maganda ang gising ko ngayon. hahaha.

nga pala, naaappreciate ko ang mga psychotherapists ng buhay ko. wehh. ano naman yon. hahaha.

Lord! This day is for You!

30 unknown facts/secrets about
yourself.

Be 100% truthful!

1. When was the last time you saw your
best friend?
>> monday

2. What were you doing this morning at
11.30?
>> it's only 6:03am

3. What were you doing 15 minutes ago?
>> posting an entry

4. Are you any good at math?
>> no.

6. Do you have any famous ancestors?
>> wala eh.

7. Are you mad at anyone right now?
>> not really. nawawala na rin ung galit. it's not good to be mad at someone for a looooong time.

8. Do you know the words to the song
on your friendster profile?
>> walang song.

10. How many different drinks have you
had today?
>> none yet.

12. Do you ever leave messages on
people's answering machine?
>> sometimes.

13. Any plans for tonight?
>> yeah. sleep.

14. Do you draw your name in the sand
when you go to the beach?
>> of course

15. What's the most painful dental
procedure you've had?
>> having braces? ay hindi. bunot! hahaha.

16. What's outside your front door?
>> TOCS Ave.

17. Do you have plans for Saturday
night?
>> none yet.

18. Do you like the ocean?
>> i guess.

19. Have you ever received one of
those big tins of 3 different kinds of
popcorn before?
>> huh?

20. Have you ever been to a
planetarium?
>> yeah. it's cool.

22.what are you looking forward to?
>> awarding (batang qc) on march 25. sta cena on sunday. and a better life.

23. Who around you has the most
problems?
>> hahaha. that would be me. haha. joke. around nga ehh. hahaha. wala naman siguro. ah! si eli chaka si jackie chaka si jb chaka si.. anong pangaln ni anne curtis? hahaha.

26. Where do you keep your change?
>> pocket.

28. Do you like anyone right now?
>> not really.

29. What was the weather like on your
birthday?
>> fine.

30. Do you sleep with the door to your
room open or closed?
>> closed. lalabas lamig ng aircon. o ayan ah. hindi na aircon ang lalabas.

yey! natapos na rin maligo si kuya! alis na kami. bye bye bye. (siyempre after niya magbihis)

nga pala, i would like to say hello si PATRICIA MARGARITA SALES TORRALBA. hello pto. hahaha.

Lord, forgive me for i have sinned.

nagkasugat-sugat naman ung kamay ko. do i need to seek professional help? or OA na yon? honestly, it felt good. pero gets? i know it's wrong! pero i can't help it! argh. bukas, BUKAS TALAGA, magtitino na ako ng major. well, except sa english class, hindi ako papasok ng english, i'll go to church early in the morning. gusto ko umiyak kay God. malapit na rin sta. cena. sermon's gonna be looooong. am i ready for it? hindi pa ata. magreready na ako.

sa school..

----
theology class *taas kamay*

ako: miss..

quintero: yes?

ako: san nagcoconfess ang pope? kanino sila nagcoconfess?

q: bakit gusto mo malaman?
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LIKE DUH. ehh curious ako eh!

about sa *tooot*...

----
(i was *tooot*ing myself)

ef: i'm watching you.

ako: *grins* what? i'm not doing anything. *todo smile*

(after a few minutes)

ef: i said stop that!

ako: huh? oh. hi! *super wide smile*

ef: give me that!

ako: what? no! i'm not doing anything.

ef: come on. give me that. magsasalita ako sige.

ako: huh. o here, take it.

ef: sinisira mo skin mo using this thing? come on, i'm willing to listen naman eh.

ako: i'm not. chaka there's nothing wrong.

ef: oh come on. sayang. you're beautiful pa naman.

ako: what? *laughs* haha. i know.. *serious* yeah right.

ef: totoo naman ah!

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haha. thanks ef. thanks sa pagsabing i'm beautiful. haha. joke. de, salamat.. sa concern. yikee. haha. de ef, kung nababasa mo man to, i really do appreciate your concern. really.

anyway..

bukas. iba na. promise. super tino ko bukas. as in, pati buhok ko aayusin ko. naks. hahaha.

ayon. tama na tong kalokohan na to. nagccrave ako! sa corn. hahaha. mga tatlong araw at dalawang gabi na. haha.

today is not a good day. anlaki ng kasalanan ko ay God, sa pamilya ko at sa friends ko. lalo na siguro sa sarili ko.

i'm 550 pesos richer nga pala! nge labo. seryoso biglang saya? labo talaga. eto na ung binayad ko sa jersey. wow. di ko pa nagagastos!

ang daldal ko ngayon. haha. who cares?

sa summer, siguro every week pupunta ako sa zambales. magbbeach ako the whole day at movie marathon sa gabi. i want to go to states din kaso gusto ni papa matagalan hindi 1 month lang. medyo gusto ko na ayaw kasi hindi ako makakapagkarate.

hindi ko mafeel ang papalapit kong birthday.

***********SA NAGBABASA, putek. ang tindi mo boi! chinachaga mo tong enty na to!***********

birthday pala ni CHAN ngayon. grabe nakakahiya. once or twice ko pa lang ata siyang kinakausap. tas akala ko kristoffer chan lang pangalan niya. un pala kristoffer armand chan. namigay siya ng stub na pwedeng ipapalit sa caf! cool. hahaha. happy birthday chan!

haay. manonood na nga lang ako ng tv sa baba. o kaya bibili ng corn sa cherry foodarama. katamaran lang naman ang hadlang sa hindi ko pagkain ng corn eh.

ay epal. wala na akong maintindihan sa physics at math. this is NOT good.

okay. enough na talaga promise.

I study at UST and we're asked to submit a research paper about our church in theology. I am a member of the Iglesia Ni Cristo.

So what if I am doing a research paper about the Iglesia?

Well, living in 2007, it's normal to use the Internet for researching purposes. I have accepted the fact that not all things in the Internet are true and reliable ever since I learned how to surf. I have also accepted the fact that many are against our Church.. since forever.

But still, I am surprised that almost all sites that I go to claim things against our Church! And yes, I feel bad.

Opinions are stated as if they are facts. Criticisms are tolerable but not defamation. If you want to know more then seek it, just as with other churches.

The best answers are the ones we find ourselves.

Don't you think it's better to open your eyes, listen and then decide?

Hay nako.

hindi na ako makapagpost dahil lagi na lang ako walang ganang mag-internet sa gabi at masyado naman akong minamadali sa umaga!

teka teka teka! ay alam ko na. sa central lib na lang ako magtatabulas mamaya. mwahaha. joke.

later na kwento.

Tonight, we dine in hell!

yeah whatever. haha.

cool ung movie kahit wala talaga siyang story. magaganda ung scenes.

teka hindi ako makapagpost!

magpopost na ko. hahaha.

thursday: hindi ako umatend ng english, yay! kahit 24/30 ako sa isang quiz, naging 30/30 siya dahil sa extra points na nakuha ko sa games! haha. then filipino tapos walang logic. nagphysics then nagbasketball with bespren and her friends.

friday: physics, nako napakahirap ng quiz. birthday ni jaimee, nagpakain siya tapos math na tinulugan ko na. tapos tambay school at nood ng 300 kasama si kuya and ate tin (girlfriend niya). telebabad. hahaha.

haaay. i have a lot to say but i don't know where to begin.

uy! happy birthday mam alma! sorry kung hindi ako pupunta sa inyo. hahaha. next time na lang. happy birthday ulit.

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joy: sino kalaban niyo kahapon?

erica: CEU.

joy: sino si EU?

erica: CEU!! hahaha!

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grabe walang kwenta ako talaga magpost ng entry.

hahaha. I LOVE THIS SONG SOOOO MUCH. i love rascal flatts!



can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don’t bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok
But that’s not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do

It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I’m doin’ It
It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

Not seeing that loving you
That’s what I was trying to do

march 11, 2007 (11:58 pm)

I felt God kanina durgin the Holy Supper. Even though i commit a LOT of sins, He always forgives me. I will really try to be a nice person now.

After the Holy Supper, our whole family (yup, the five of us, can you believe it?!) went out to eat. We ate at JOANJO (what a nice name), a pancitan along Sumulong Hi-way. Grabe, their pancit's really good. Then we went to Sta. Lucia because my sister wanted to buy a watch. While choosing which one to buy, me and my brother checked out some cool watches too. We saw this nice watch and we both liked it. Guess what, instead of buying only one watch for my sister, we ended up buying two watches! One for my sister and one for me. Kuya bought me a watch. How sweet.

So there goes my weekend.

march 12, 2007

(11:something)
Haha. Aaron Ang checked my quiz in psychology kanina. Maski yung mali, chineckan. Haha! Pero since nagbabagong buhay na si ako, I told sir gonzaga about it and he was like, "Mr. Ang, do you like Ms. Ruiz?" Ang kulit! Haha.

(3:28)
Ohh major headache! Kakatapos lang ng math quiz. Huhuhu. Grabe, traigangles are not cool. Grabe nakakalito talaga. Nakakaiyaaaak. Sabaw utak.

(3:33)
I'm gonna go to roosevelt tomorrow. Chancellor died kasi. Debate ngayon! Group na nina Migo. Daming fans ni Mam Roxie! I want to go home na.

(AT NGAYON)

NAIINIS AKO. ARGH!

I heard you crying
Somebody stole my soul
How could I be dying
I turned twenty five days ago

We're all on the ground crying out
Would somebody save me please
I won't sit around just thinking about the troubles that tommorrow brings, yeah

I'm dying to be alive, yeah
I'm dying to be alive, yeah
Lets not go through our lives without just dying to be alive, yeah

The people you've touched,
The way you've touched them
I hope they've touched you too

'Cause in this life it's hard to tell
What is false and what is true

We're all on the ground just crying out
Would somebody save me please
I won't sit around just thinking about the troubles that tommorrow brings

I'm dying to be alive, yeah
Not trying to just survive, yeah
Lets not go through our lives without just dying to be alive, yeah

And we all come tumbling down
No matter how strong we all return to the ground
Another day gone, a day closer to fate
Soon we'll find it's a little bit too late
Too late

The things you see
The way you see them will never been seen again
Let's go through life livin' on luck
Betting ten thousand to ten, yeah
Mistakes I've made in this life I can't say why or when
But the thing that's strange is you only live once and never look back again

Yeah, I'm dying to be alive, yeah
Not trying to just survive, yeah
Lets not go through our lives without just dying to be alive, yeah

Dying to be alive, yeah
Not trying to just survive, yeah
Let's not go through our lives without just dying to be alive, yeah

And we all come tumbling down
No matter how strong we all return to the ground
In the days to come you'll say "why did I wait"
Can't just leave your life up to fate
You got to turn it around before it's too late

Here's to leaving the past in the past, and never shall it haunt us again.

Here's to living well and enjoying life.

Here's to forgetting old pain and cherishing new love.

Let yesterday's mistakes be forgotten, and let tomorrow's mistake's be small ones.

Let those memories fade, further, further, further.

Remember the good times, happy days past, old loves' faces.

Rise above aged sorrow and open your eyes to today's beauty.

Dance on a grave and pray that it will never end like that.

Open your eyes to the love that surrounds you, to the friends that welcome you, to the beautiful mystery of life that we can debate over an ice-cold beer between touchdowns.

I'm sorry, I just don't have any openings in my schedule for ugliness.

Those days are gone forever.

Today I'll smile one extra time instead, and then I'll catch my little girl's eye and smile some more.

CHEERS.

super thanks to my friend, PTO, who never gave up on waking me up for 45 minutes by mercilessly sending every audible that could possibly wake me up and also by miscalling my silent phone.

when i don't get enough zzz's..

a bond paper falling on the floor is more than enough to make me explode like a volcano.

grabe nakakaaliw tong araw na to. sabi ko LIZAR instead of RIZAL. tapos sabi ko, kumain kami sa PEDICAB, pero what i wanted to say was YELLOW CAB. labo!

nakakaaliw. sa friendster, may nagmsg sakin, akala ako si joyce jimenez. my gosh. tapos sabi niya, "can you be my friendster?" hahaha.

sabi ko kay bespren kanina, "matutulog ako sa lrt, wala akong pakielam kahit dumada ka ng dumada, basta matutulog ako."

pero hindi ako nakatulog sa LRT, dahil may guy na super baskil. grabe. 5 inches in diameter? nakataas pa talaga ung arm niya! ewww. kumakanta pa ng paint my love.. "there's a freedom oP.." haha. grabe.

haha. eto naman. ung "The First Cut is the Deepest" (by Sheryl Crow).. i fell in love with that song at the moment i first heard it.

so. yon. zzzz.

UST!

1.ANO'NG STUDENT NUMBER MO?
[ώ] 2006001584

4. ANO ANG FIRST CHOICE MO NA COURSE?
[ώ] sports science

5. SECOND CHOICE?
[ώ] secondary education

6. ANO COURSE MO NA NATAPOS?
[ώ] wala pa, first year pa nga lang ako eh.

7. NAG-SHIFT KA BA?
[ώ] nde

8. CHINITO/CHINITA KA BA?
[ώ] hindi

9. NAKAPAG-DORM KA BA?
[ώ] kalahati ng first sem. haha.

10. NAKA UNO KA BA?
[ώ] PE

11. NAGKA-3?
[ώ] oo.

12. LAGI KA BANG PUMAPASOK SA KLASE?
[ώ] pag may gagawin. pero pag feeling ko walang kwenta at first subject siya, itutulog ko na lang dito sa bahay no.

13. MAY SCHOLARSHIP KA BA?
[ώ] "care of scholar" daw. haha. de, educational plan un.

14. ILANG UNITS NA ANG NAIPASA MO?
[ώ] wala pa akong binabagsak

15. NANGARAP KA BA NA MAG-CUM LAUDE?
[ώ] nung hindi ko pa alam kung ano ang dapat gawin para maging cum laude

16. KELAN KA mAGTAtaPOS?
[ώ] 2010

17. FAVE PROF
[ώ] sir wigley!

18. WORST TEACHER:
[ώ] quintero

19. FAVE SUBJECT/S:
[ώ] PE, english

20. WORST SUBJECT:
[ώ] theology, physics lec

21. FAVE BUILDING:
[ώ] CFAD, car park, med building

22. PABORITONG KAINAN:
[ώ] KFC, love lite pde rin. binkay's

23. NUNG ESTUDYANTE KA PA MAGKANO BA
ANG BINABAYAD MO SA JEEP?
[ώ] 6

24. LAGI KA BA SA LIBRARY?
[ώ] pag naglilibrary classmates ko. pero ang intensyon ko lang ay matulog.

25. NAGPUNTA KA BA SA CLINIC NUN ?
[ώ] yeah. kahapon. physical fitness test.

26. MAY CRUSH KA BA SA CAMPUS?
[ώ] marami. haha.

27. ANU-ANO ANG MGA NAGING PE MO?
[ώ] softball at fitness (3 meetings lang)

28. KAMUSTA NAMAN ANG BLOCK NYO?
[ώ] masaya

29. MEMORIZE MO BA ANG ALMA MATER SONG
NIYO?
[ώ] hindi.

30. MEMBER KA BA NG VARSITY TEAM?
[ώ] basketball ng CRS

31. NAKA-PERFECT KA NA BA NG EXAM?
[ώ] ng quiz. hahaha. pero ung mga major exams? asa.

32. DITO KA BA NATUTONG UMINOM NG BEER?
[ώ] hindi.

*try ko magtype ng entry ng hindi nag-eerase ng typo errors.

grabe, super pagod ako ng major. nagtraining kasi kaming dalawa muna ni mam almsa sa ust tapos after nun, derecho ako sa bahay toro. tapos nung asa jeep ako, tumawag sakin si erica. tapos sabi niya brownout taw sa bahay taoro! ung dun mismo sa brgy hall. so pagdating ko, andun sila sa basketball court! heaven. ahaha. tapos naglaro muna kami nina erica, miggy, charles and nico (from xavier.. i'm niot really sure, 90% sure akong talga xavier siya._) so ayon.

grabe ung training! PAMATAY! sobrang piga na ung shirts namin. hindi naman piga, basta, napipiga.. ehh. gets nityo na un.

okay, tournament sa 24! awwwooo. tapos awarding ng batang qc sa 25. olrayt.

gagawa pa ako ng research paper namin ni amarie, about sa karate and capoeira. nga pala, that's marie, not amarie.. typo. hahaha.

so ayon. training ulet bukas, magdidiet na kami ni erica! hahaha. sa dami ng gastusin ngayon, tama lang na magdiet kami. hahaha.

haaay. sinundo ako ni father sdear. ang cute niya.

balik infrared kami niyga.. argh! that's ngayon, not niyga. ulet ulet..

balik infraf <--grrr! isa pa.

balik infrared kami ngayon ng ate ko! (hay salamat tumama rin). nagloloko kasi ung card reader namin eh. ayos lang, basta nakakapagtransfer ng files, masaya na kami nun.

pagod na ko. literal. at hindi literal. at ano na namang drama un? hahaha. joke lang. masaya nga ako eh.